Have you ever felt like an unwanted child,being abandoned by your own family before?
How awful that feeling is! How much heartache it can caused!
I cannot fully understand why people have the heart to choose to leave at a time when the family is in a crisis,especially when the head of the house desperately needed everyone to unite their hearts & stand as ONE.
How selfish the human heart can be?!
From this incident,I can really tell who’s for God,who’s for the Church & who’s for the Cell.
Being a nice person does not reap & produce the results or fruits that I wanted. Giving them the liberty,space,freedom & respect as adults,but what has all these produce???
Selfishness,doing whatever they have decided to with no heart or desire to seek counsel from leaders,no intention of resolving & working out things together as a team,no accountability..
The bible says that in the multiude of counsels,there is safety.
The bible never says that He cannot work with the 6 or 7 of us.I always remember that Cg that drop to 8 members but because they unite their hearts to pray & seek God and a miracle happened & they grew to 32 members..
So what if the tears that has been shed can turn into a river? No one would bother & care.
So what if the heart is grieved? Probably the heart & conscience has been seared..
Is this what being a believer is all about?
Selfish,only concerned abt your own needs,own life,etc? Everything is just about I,Me & Myself?
Why is it that non-believers seem to care more about me than my own spiritual family sometimes? What an irony.
I feel like a dumping ground,a rubbish bin where these family members just like to drop bombs on me & expecting me to just embrace them with no choice..
