28 July 2008
· Filed under Ministry
Yes…After graduating from SCA for so many years,I finally put some of the skills I learned to good use. I wanted to do an evangelistic CG last week since there’s no big days in July & it’s also to gear the members for FOP this week.
Sick & tired of the usual potblessing,blah,blah,blah kind of stuff…An idea come to do a mini drama CG..Though it was just a simple 5-8 mins play,I’m really happy with myself for doing it..And I’m already thinking of doing another for Xmas where I get activate more members to be involved & hopefully with some props..
My script carries meaning,is not just an anyhow script that I wrote…Is about 2 colleagues who can’t see eye to eye & they are always at loggerheads..But things change when one rec’d the love of Christ & this person even offer her apologies to that colleague…Of course,the story must end with reconciliation of the 2 colleagues & changes in their relationship.
Is a good thing I still remember this hidden skill or talent that I have…
28 July 2008
· Filed under Daily Life
Yawnz….So sleepy now at work…System down & cases not routing..
My eyes are closing liao..
But once the system is up again,I be stressed again cos my clear all the cases asap…Sigh..
19 July 2008
· Filed under Relationship
A friend just told me that he & his wife cannot attend my wedding… 
To be honest,I’m really sad that they can’t be around cos they will be overseas…Is sad because there are just some people that you know in your heart that you truly want their presence & blessings..He is someone who have impacted & make a difference in my life…Though he is no longer a CGL,what he had said to me or the things that has dropped into my heart still remains fresh..
This is the second friend who can’t attend my wedding.
Another friend also had a wedding on the same day & she happened to be one of the entourage.She did promise that she will try to squeeze time at least to come for the Holy Matrimony…
Both are good friends & they have walked with me in the different seasons of my life..
How sad it is that they can’t be around…
18 July 2008
· Filed under Daily Life, Relationship
Sitting in the living room of a 5 Rm flat can be alittle scary…Cos is simply too big & too quiet..
Went to Punngol house alone just now after work to write the invites & envelopes…Though I switch on the TV,I just can’t help but feel a little lonely & a little scared..Probably,I’m not the owner of the house too & still not that familiar & comfy with the place..
I thought I can finished in 1 hour’s time & can leave the place at 915pm…But I only left at 10pm & I still did not complete the list of names that I wanted to (but partly cos I forgot to bring the guestlist,so gota rely on memory)…
But is so sad…that I have to write the invites alone by myself…
18 July 2008
· Filed under Daily Life
Rac was just telling me yesterday over msn that Enqi keep chanting “Gan Ma” recently until her MIL says Enqi must have missed Gan Ma.. (hopefully is really so..heeheee)
The funny thing is sometimes when she see someone on TV who looks like Gan Ma,she will start her “Gan Ma” chanting..
Enqi…Gan Ma will try her best to bring you out again,ok? Heeehee..
18 July 2008
· Filed under Daily Life
Sigh…Don’t know where I cannot access MSN at work today..Something’s wrong with the offsite browser..After logging in,I can’t see all my contact list…Tried log in & log out a few times but still no success..
I think I’m suffering from MSN withdrawal symptom…Feel so weird not being able to see all my friends online while at work after being able to secretly access MSN for almost 2 wks..
14 July 2008
· Filed under Thoughts & Reflections
Following my earlier post,my friend say that I have changed alot…The other day,when I added another sec sch friend in my Facebook,he also said that I have changed alot till he almost didn’t recognize me..Plus they used to call me by my Chinese name during my Primary – JC days..
So,I began to wonder – have I changed that much?
Change – definitely Yes..And I like to think that I have change & become prettier… 
At least I choose to think that is from an ugly ducking to a beautiful swan…From not knowing who to put on make-up & dressing till knowing how to do so with confidence…This is my blog & this is my freedom…Whatever you can see it,you can have it..Positive words brings positive actions & results…
But beyond the exterior changes,there is also the internal changes that have taken place ever since Jesus starts living in me…From someone who is always feeling inadequate, having no sense of security,not knowing what destiny I can have to someone who can lead a CG today,being confident & comfortable in who I am,I think I have come a long way & the works,molding,pruning,cleaning,etc,etc that God has done in my life is something that cannot be erased or removed…Friends,we are the living testimony that Jesus is alive & He still changes lives today…
14 July 2008
· Filed under Daily Life
A long-lost friend added me today in her Facebook.
Facebook is good & thank God for technology.
I’m really happy to find this long lost friend..Though we probably need to meet up & chat like how we got to know each other,how we grew apart,blah,blah,blah..Im really glad to find my friends..They were afterall,friends in different seasons in my life,whom have grown up together with me…
The best thing is,she is also a child of God now & working full-time as a church worker..Wow…When God touches heart & changes life,that’s what will happen – living a life worthy of His calling…Then she told me to go add another sec sch friend & she is also a believer now..I went…Wow…Praise the Lord!!
So,we chatted awhile on msn & I said,”how come no one reach out to us & share the gospel with us when we were in sec sch?” Cos we do have a few friends who come from Christian family..And my first boyfriend was also a Christian..(aiyo,it was an unequally yoke r/s then,hahahaa)
But God has His perfect timing…Thank God that I know I shall see some of this sec sch friends in eternity & this assurance & joy in my heart is something that words can’t express..
10 July 2008
· Filed under Daily Life
Imagine sitting 9 hours in front of the computer & only leaving your seat for toilet breaks or pantry breaks to re-fill water…
Ouch,both my butt & legs ache & hurt…You know this very “suan” feeling..Plus,my back aches also…I already have neck + shoulder pain quite often due to a desk-bound job & my shoulders tend to cringe when I’m stressed (which explains why I love massage)..A bad habit that I really want to change..Is affecting my posture..
My poor bum really feels alittle sore today..
9 July 2008
· Filed under Daily Life
I hate it when I have both of them…Is usually the first tell-tale sign that I’m going to fall sick (though I shall not anyhow confess). I have been having flu since yesterday & I was hoping that it was just a sinus that will go away.It seem to worsen today & I have been sneezing the whole day at work…Argh!
What makes it worse was my throat is so painful just now during dinner that even drinking water hurts.I don’t like this feeling.
Weng was quite concerned if I caught the flu bug from him cos’ he’s been feeling “fluish” & coughing lately..Plus,the weather is alittle weird, one moment big sun,the next moment gloomy storms – this also cause him to be more prone to coughs & his asthma may “attack” sometimes.
Good thing that my CG is changed to Sat instead of tmr. Must get well before sat cos having evangelistic CG.
