My “hidden & unofficial” off-web browser at work that allows me to access MSN secretly at work is getting unstable… 
Since Fri,after I log in,it will auto return to the Main Page again after 5 mins..It happened so many times until I gave up..The good thing was I was super busy on Fri that I have no time to log in either..
I thought after the weekend,it would have “rested” & becomes stable today..Alas,it still disappoint me TODAY..
Finally,my mum bought her “full-gear” that she wanted to wear for her daughter’s BIG DAY!!!
It seems that I went shopping with my mum more often these days as compared to normal days.Though my mum is an independent woman but she still insists that she wants my opinion on the clothes,shoes,bags & accessories that she wants to wear on my Big Day…It touches my heart as I know that my Big Day means as much to my parents as much as it means to me.
Though is physically tiring to prowl so many shops & having been to 3 major shopping areas,I must say that I do enjoyed it - spending time with my mum..My dad will tell you that she’s a “kan cheong” spider but I would rather say that my mum is someone who like to prepare things beforehand & she don’t like slowcoach or last min affairs..(whilst my dad loves to take his own sweet time sometimes…chuckles..)
At least one load of my “Things To Do”..
Yesterday was a day of coincidence - I bump into 4 friends throughout the whole day. On the train after lunch,I bump into an ex-colleague. After that,during Natas,I bump into Ah Fen..Before entering Natas,I bump into Sean Tan (Weng’s friend)..Finally,in the evening,I bump into a ex JC school mate in the bus..
What’s more,during Fri nite after FOP,I bump into my Accounts Teacher fm JC at lavender mrt.
Yes…After graduating from SCA for so many years,I finally put some of the skills I learned to good use. I wanted to do an evangelistic CG last week since there’s no big days in July & it’s also to gear the members for FOP this week.
Sick & tired of the usual potblessing,blah,blah,blah kind of stuff…An idea come to do a mini drama CG..Though it was just a simple 5-8 mins play,I’m really happy with myself for doing it..And I’m already thinking of doing another for Xmas where I get activate more members to be involved & hopefully with some props..
My script carries meaning,is not just an anyhow script that I wrote…Is about 2 colleagues who can’t see eye to eye & they are always at loggerheads..But things change when one rec’d the love of Christ & this person even offer her apologies to that colleague…Of course,the story must end with reconciliation of the 2 colleagues & changes in their relationship.
Is a good thing I still remember this hidden skill or talent that I have…
Yawnz….So sleepy now at work…System down & cases not routing..
My eyes are closing liao..
But once the system is up again,I be stressed again cos my clear all the cases asap…Sigh..
A friend just told me that he & his wife cannot attend my wedding…
To be honest,I’m really sad that they can’t be around cos they will be overseas…Is sad because there are just some people that you know in your heart that you truly want their presence & blessings..He is someone who have impacted & make a difference in my life…Though he is no longer a CGL,what he had said to me or the things that has dropped into my heart still remains fresh..
This is the second friend who can’t attend my wedding.
Another friend also had a wedding on the same day & she happened to be one of the entourage.She did promise that she will try to squeeze time at least to come for the Holy Matrimony…
Both are good friends & they have walked with me in the different seasons of my life..
How sad it is that they can’t be around…
Sitting in the living room of a 5 Rm flat can be alittle scary…Cos is simply too big & too quiet..
Went to Punngol house alone just now after work to write the invites & envelopes…Though I switch on the TV,I just can’t help but feel a little lonely & a little scared..Probably,I’m not the owner of the house too & still not that familiar & comfy with the place..
I thought I can finished in 1 hour’s time & can leave the place at 915pm…But I only left at 10pm & I still did not complete the list of names that I wanted to (but partly cos I forgot to bring the guestlist,so gota rely on memory)…
But is so sad…that I have to write the invites alone by myself…
Rac was just telling me yesterday over msn that Enqi keep chanting “Gan Ma” recently until her MIL says Enqi must have missed Gan Ma.. (hopefully is really so..heeheee)
The funny thing is sometimes when she see someone on TV who looks like Gan Ma,she will start her “Gan Ma” chanting..
Enqi…Gan Ma will try her best to bring you out again,ok? Heeehee..
Sigh…Don’t know where I cannot access MSN at work today..Something’s wrong with the offsite browser..After logging in,I can’t see all my contact list…Tried log in & log out a few times but still no success..
I think I’m suffering from MSN withdrawal symptom…Feel so weird not being able to see all my friends online while at work after being able to secretly access MSN for almost 2 wks..
Following my earlier post,my friend say that I have changed alot…The other day,when I added another sec sch friend in my Facebook,he also said that I have changed alot till he almost didn’t recognize me..Plus they used to call me by my Chinese name during my Primary - JC days..
So,I began to wonder - have I changed that much?
Change - definitely Yes..And I like to think that I have change & become prettier… 
At least I choose to think that is from an ugly ducking to a beautiful swan…From not knowing who to put on make-up & dressing till knowing how to do so with confidence…This is my blog & this is my freedom…Whatever you can see it,you can have it..Positive words brings positive actions & results…
But beyond the exterior changes,there is also the internal changes that have taken place ever since Jesus starts living in me…From someone who is always feeling inadequate, having no sense of security,not knowing what destiny I can have to someone who can lead a CG today,being confident & comfortable in who I am,I think I have come a long way & the works,molding,pruning,cleaning,etc,etc that God has done in my life is something that cannot be erased or removed…Friends,we are the living testimony that Jesus is alive & He still changes lives today…
